Angelic experience of my girlfriend in her father's death
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Angelic experience of my girlfriend in her father's death
IN MY FATHER’S DEATH - Lailaleon
ON MAY 2000 MY FATHER FELL ILL AND WAS URGENTLY OPERATED ON, CARDIAC SURGERY. IT WAS AN OPEN-HEART SURGERY THAT TOOK 8 HOURS. DURING THE SURGERY MY FATHER WAS DEAD FOR 10 MINUTES, THE DOCTORS REVIVED HIM UNTIL HE RETURNED TO LIFE; MY FATHER SAW THE TUNNEL OF LIGHT AND WHAT IS AFTER THE LIGHT, IT WAS 3 MONTHS UNTIL HE WAS DISCHARGED FROM HOSPITAL, I WAS WITH HIM THOSE 3 MONTHS, ALTHOUGH HE WAS NOT THE SAME PERSON, HE SAID THAT AFTER SEEING WHAT HE HAD SEEN, A PART OF HIM HAD BEEN LEFT THERE AND THAT HE WOULD SOON RETURN THERE. I GOT TO KNOW MY FATHER’S PERSONALITY THERE AT THE HOSPITAL, BECAUSE HE WAS TOO OCCUPIED AT WORK TO SPEND TIME WITH US, HIS FAMILY. ON JUNE 13TH THE DOCTORS SPEAK WITH ME AND SAY THEY WILL DISCHARGE HIM FROM HOSPITAL, THE NEXT DAY, AND THAT I SHOULD ENJOY THE MOMENTS, BECAUSE THEY HADN’T MUCH HOPE. I FELT MYSELF DIE IN THAT MOMENT AND WENT TO THE WARD WITH MY DADDY AND REMAINED BY HIM UNTIL HE FELL ASLEEP. THEN I WENT TO THE END OF THE CORRIDOR OF THE THIRD FLOOR OF THE HOSPITAL, WHICH WAS BEING REMODELLED, TO CRY AND ASK GOD NOT TO TAKE HIM. I WENT TO THE WINDOW CRYING AND A PERSON APPROACHES ME THAT COMMUNICATED A TOTAL PEACE WITH HIS EYES AND ASKS ME WHY I’M IN SUCH A STATE. I TOLD HIM AND HE SMILED AND SAID, “DON’T BE SAD, WHEN IT’S TIME FOR THE CALL OF GOD, ONE MUST GO.” I LOOKED AT HIM WITH HATE AND HE SAID, “ROXANA, DON’T HATE ME, ACCEPT WHAT IS GOD’S LAW AND HAVE FAITH, THAT YOUR ANGEL WILL ACCOMPANY YOU IN EVERYTHING, YOU WON’T BE ALONE AND HE WON’T BE EITHER.” I TURNED ROUND AND HE TOOK ME BY THE ARM, AND I FELT PAIN IN MY CHEST, AND HE EMBRACED ME AND SAID IN MY EAR, “HAVE FAITH, THANK GOD THAT ALLOWED YOU TO KNOW YOUR FATHER AND BEING ABLE TO SPEAK WITH HIM ABOUT THINGS YOU NEVER HAD”. HE LETS ME GO, CLEANS MY TEARS AND LEAVES. WHEN I REACT, I RUN TOWARDS THE CORRIDOR BUT I DIDN’T FIND ANYBODY. I LOOKED FOR HIM AND DIDN’T FIND HIM. I SEE THE HOSPITAL GUARD AND ASK HIM ABOUT THE MAN THAT WAS WITH ME, AND THE GUARD ANSWERS, “MADAM, EXCUSE ME, BUT I WAS ALONE HERE AND YOU WERE ALONE BY THE WINDOW. I SAW YOU TALKING BUT I THOUGHT YOU WERE PRAYING, I ASSURE THAT THERE WASN’T ANYBODY WITH YOU”. I DIDN’T UNDERSTAND, MY FATHER WAS DISCHARGED FROM HOSPITAL, BUT ON JULY 23TH FELL ILL AGAIN AT HOME. WE TOOK HIM TO HOSPITAL, BUT HE HAD ALREADY SUFFERED AN ICTUS. NOTHING COULD BE DONE, ONLY WAIT. HE REMAINED IN THERAPY ON JULY 25TH. WHEN I WAS WITH HIM, I EMBRACED HIM AND ASKED HIM NOT TO LEAVE ME AND I CRIED. A DOCTOR APPEARED AND SAID, “DON’T SPEAK TO HIM, HE CAN’T LISTEN TO YOU.” HE LEFT AND I STARTED TO CRY, AND SUDDENLY THE SAME MAN THAT HAD BEEN WITH ME BY THE WINDOW BEFORE MY FATHER WAS DISCHARGED FROM HOSPITAL APPEARED. HE SAID, “DON’T CRY OR ASK HIM NOT TO LEAVE YOU.” ANGRILY, I ASK HIM, “WHO ARE YOU, WHAT ARE YOU?” HE ANSWERS, “I’M WHO CAME TO THE WORLD WITH YOUR FATHER, I ALWAYS ACCOMPANY HIM AND I AM WHO HAS TO GUIDE HIM TO THE HAND OF OUR FATHER THAT IS WAITING FOR HIM.” I LOOKED AT HIM, I SHOUTED CALLING FOR THE DOCTOR AND ASKED HIM TO TAKE THE PERSON THAT WAS NEXT TO MY FATHER OUT OF THE ROOM. THE DOCTOR LOOKED AT ME AND SAID, “MADAM, THERE IS NOBODY HERE, ONLY YOUR FATHER, YOU, ME, THE NURSE AND OTHER PATIENTS.” I LOOK AT THE DOCTOR AND POINT TO THE MAN THAT WAS THERE, NEXT TO MY FATHER, AND THE DOCTOR REPEATED, “MADAM, THERE ISN’T ANYBODY, PLEASE GO OUT.” I KISSED MY FATHER, I TOLD HIM I LOVED HIM. THE MAN THAT NO ONE SAW WAS SAYING, “ROXANA, SAY YOU LOVE HIM AND TELL HIM YOU WILL BE ALRIGHT, HE LISTENS TO YOU.” I LOOK AT HIM AND SAY, “ENOUGH, LEAVE ME ALONE,” AND I GO OUT, WHEN I PASS NEXT TO ANOTHER PATIENT. SHE SPEAKS TO ME AND SAYS, “THAT MAN WAS ALWAYS WITH YOUR FATHER SINCE THEY BOUGHT HIM TO THERAPY, HE NEVER LEFT YOUR FATHER ALONE. I THOUGHT I HAD GONE MAD BUT WHEN I’VE HEARD YOU I’VE REALIZED THAT YOU ALSO SAW HIM.” I FELT EVEN WORSE, MORE CONFUSED, THE NEXT DAY I GO IN AGAIN, MI DADDY WAS IN A BAD STATE AND THAT MAN WAS STILL THERE TAKING HIS HAND. I SAY, “YOU HERE AGAIN?”, AND HE SAYS, “YES, I WILL BE HERE TILL THE END, ROXANA, SAY GOODBYE, CALL YOUR MOTHER SO SHE COMES IN, THAT I HAVE TO TAKE HIM.” “WHAT?” I ANSWER, “YOU WON’T TAKE HIM.” HE LOOKS AT ME AS PEACEFULLY AS ALWAYS AND SAYS, “ONE DAY YOU WILL UNDERSTAND, ROXANA, AND WHEN YOU DO YOU WILL REALIZE THAT BEINGS LIKE ME DO EXIST.” I FELT SO CONFUSED THAT I DIDN’T EVEN THINK HOW THAT BEING THAT ONLY THE OTHER PATIENT THAT WAS NEXT TO MY FATHER AND ME COULD SEE COULD OF GOT TO KNOW MY NAME. MY FATHER DIED AT DAWN. WHEN THEY BOUGHT HIM TO HIS VIGIL HE LOOKED AS IF HE WAS ASLEEP, HE WAS IN PEACE... ALL THE PEOPLE WHO CAME TO THE VIGIL SAID THE SAME THING, “YOUR FATHER DIED IN PEACE”... THIS IS REAL, I DIDN’T INVENT IT, I WOULD NEVER LIE, AND I ONLY WANTED TO TELL YOU ABOUT ONE OF SOME OTHER EXPERIENCES THAT I HAVE GONE THROUGH.
ON MAY 2000 MY FATHER FELL ILL AND WAS URGENTLY OPERATED ON, CARDIAC SURGERY. IT WAS AN OPEN-HEART SURGERY THAT TOOK 8 HOURS. DURING THE SURGERY MY FATHER WAS DEAD FOR 10 MINUTES, THE DOCTORS REVIVED HIM UNTIL HE RETURNED TO LIFE; MY FATHER SAW THE TUNNEL OF LIGHT AND WHAT IS AFTER THE LIGHT, IT WAS 3 MONTHS UNTIL HE WAS DISCHARGED FROM HOSPITAL, I WAS WITH HIM THOSE 3 MONTHS, ALTHOUGH HE WAS NOT THE SAME PERSON, HE SAID THAT AFTER SEEING WHAT HE HAD SEEN, A PART OF HIM HAD BEEN LEFT THERE AND THAT HE WOULD SOON RETURN THERE. I GOT TO KNOW MY FATHER’S PERSONALITY THERE AT THE HOSPITAL, BECAUSE HE WAS TOO OCCUPIED AT WORK TO SPEND TIME WITH US, HIS FAMILY. ON JUNE 13TH THE DOCTORS SPEAK WITH ME AND SAY THEY WILL DISCHARGE HIM FROM HOSPITAL, THE NEXT DAY, AND THAT I SHOULD ENJOY THE MOMENTS, BECAUSE THEY HADN’T MUCH HOPE. I FELT MYSELF DIE IN THAT MOMENT AND WENT TO THE WARD WITH MY DADDY AND REMAINED BY HIM UNTIL HE FELL ASLEEP. THEN I WENT TO THE END OF THE CORRIDOR OF THE THIRD FLOOR OF THE HOSPITAL, WHICH WAS BEING REMODELLED, TO CRY AND ASK GOD NOT TO TAKE HIM. I WENT TO THE WINDOW CRYING AND A PERSON APPROACHES ME THAT COMMUNICATED A TOTAL PEACE WITH HIS EYES AND ASKS ME WHY I’M IN SUCH A STATE. I TOLD HIM AND HE SMILED AND SAID, “DON’T BE SAD, WHEN IT’S TIME FOR THE CALL OF GOD, ONE MUST GO.” I LOOKED AT HIM WITH HATE AND HE SAID, “ROXANA, DON’T HATE ME, ACCEPT WHAT IS GOD’S LAW AND HAVE FAITH, THAT YOUR ANGEL WILL ACCOMPANY YOU IN EVERYTHING, YOU WON’T BE ALONE AND HE WON’T BE EITHER.” I TURNED ROUND AND HE TOOK ME BY THE ARM, AND I FELT PAIN IN MY CHEST, AND HE EMBRACED ME AND SAID IN MY EAR, “HAVE FAITH, THANK GOD THAT ALLOWED YOU TO KNOW YOUR FATHER AND BEING ABLE TO SPEAK WITH HIM ABOUT THINGS YOU NEVER HAD”. HE LETS ME GO, CLEANS MY TEARS AND LEAVES. WHEN I REACT, I RUN TOWARDS THE CORRIDOR BUT I DIDN’T FIND ANYBODY. I LOOKED FOR HIM AND DIDN’T FIND HIM. I SEE THE HOSPITAL GUARD AND ASK HIM ABOUT THE MAN THAT WAS WITH ME, AND THE GUARD ANSWERS, “MADAM, EXCUSE ME, BUT I WAS ALONE HERE AND YOU WERE ALONE BY THE WINDOW. I SAW YOU TALKING BUT I THOUGHT YOU WERE PRAYING, I ASSURE THAT THERE WASN’T ANYBODY WITH YOU”. I DIDN’T UNDERSTAND, MY FATHER WAS DISCHARGED FROM HOSPITAL, BUT ON JULY 23TH FELL ILL AGAIN AT HOME. WE TOOK HIM TO HOSPITAL, BUT HE HAD ALREADY SUFFERED AN ICTUS. NOTHING COULD BE DONE, ONLY WAIT. HE REMAINED IN THERAPY ON JULY 25TH. WHEN I WAS WITH HIM, I EMBRACED HIM AND ASKED HIM NOT TO LEAVE ME AND I CRIED. A DOCTOR APPEARED AND SAID, “DON’T SPEAK TO HIM, HE CAN’T LISTEN TO YOU.” HE LEFT AND I STARTED TO CRY, AND SUDDENLY THE SAME MAN THAT HAD BEEN WITH ME BY THE WINDOW BEFORE MY FATHER WAS DISCHARGED FROM HOSPITAL APPEARED. HE SAID, “DON’T CRY OR ASK HIM NOT TO LEAVE YOU.” ANGRILY, I ASK HIM, “WHO ARE YOU, WHAT ARE YOU?” HE ANSWERS, “I’M WHO CAME TO THE WORLD WITH YOUR FATHER, I ALWAYS ACCOMPANY HIM AND I AM WHO HAS TO GUIDE HIM TO THE HAND OF OUR FATHER THAT IS WAITING FOR HIM.” I LOOKED AT HIM, I SHOUTED CALLING FOR THE DOCTOR AND ASKED HIM TO TAKE THE PERSON THAT WAS NEXT TO MY FATHER OUT OF THE ROOM. THE DOCTOR LOOKED AT ME AND SAID, “MADAM, THERE IS NOBODY HERE, ONLY YOUR FATHER, YOU, ME, THE NURSE AND OTHER PATIENTS.” I LOOK AT THE DOCTOR AND POINT TO THE MAN THAT WAS THERE, NEXT TO MY FATHER, AND THE DOCTOR REPEATED, “MADAM, THERE ISN’T ANYBODY, PLEASE GO OUT.” I KISSED MY FATHER, I TOLD HIM I LOVED HIM. THE MAN THAT NO ONE SAW WAS SAYING, “ROXANA, SAY YOU LOVE HIM AND TELL HIM YOU WILL BE ALRIGHT, HE LISTENS TO YOU.” I LOOK AT HIM AND SAY, “ENOUGH, LEAVE ME ALONE,” AND I GO OUT, WHEN I PASS NEXT TO ANOTHER PATIENT. SHE SPEAKS TO ME AND SAYS, “THAT MAN WAS ALWAYS WITH YOUR FATHER SINCE THEY BOUGHT HIM TO THERAPY, HE NEVER LEFT YOUR FATHER ALONE. I THOUGHT I HAD GONE MAD BUT WHEN I’VE HEARD YOU I’VE REALIZED THAT YOU ALSO SAW HIM.” I FELT EVEN WORSE, MORE CONFUSED, THE NEXT DAY I GO IN AGAIN, MI DADDY WAS IN A BAD STATE AND THAT MAN WAS STILL THERE TAKING HIS HAND. I SAY, “YOU HERE AGAIN?”, AND HE SAYS, “YES, I WILL BE HERE TILL THE END, ROXANA, SAY GOODBYE, CALL YOUR MOTHER SO SHE COMES IN, THAT I HAVE TO TAKE HIM.” “WHAT?” I ANSWER, “YOU WON’T TAKE HIM.” HE LOOKS AT ME AS PEACEFULLY AS ALWAYS AND SAYS, “ONE DAY YOU WILL UNDERSTAND, ROXANA, AND WHEN YOU DO YOU WILL REALIZE THAT BEINGS LIKE ME DO EXIST.” I FELT SO CONFUSED THAT I DIDN’T EVEN THINK HOW THAT BEING THAT ONLY THE OTHER PATIENT THAT WAS NEXT TO MY FATHER AND ME COULD SEE COULD OF GOT TO KNOW MY NAME. MY FATHER DIED AT DAWN. WHEN THEY BOUGHT HIM TO HIS VIGIL HE LOOKED AS IF HE WAS ASLEEP, HE WAS IN PEACE... ALL THE PEOPLE WHO CAME TO THE VIGIL SAID THE SAME THING, “YOUR FATHER DIED IN PEACE”... THIS IS REAL, I DIDN’T INVENT IT, I WOULD NEVER LIE, AND I ONLY WANTED TO TELL YOU ABOUT ONE OF SOME OTHER EXPERIENCES THAT I HAVE GONE THROUGH.
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Thank you, that is so comforting, and that is the way I believe our end will come.
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thanks Vanilla for your reading!
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