Journal of the Spirit

How are you doing Spirit_Being

Am I allowed to make it snow positive karma in your thread?

Absolutely Dylan

Today is a great day i feel pretty darn Inspired. Been studying for my GED and having alot of fun learning all over again. I feel like a teenager in high school lol. Anyway i really want to create some art so i might do some drawings today, i'm not very good detail wise, but i love drawing symbolically with each picture i draw. We are as young as we feel we are

Just come to make it snow positive karma in here

Thank you Dylan

Its great when one starts a new project and feels inspired

Yeah it is, i am grateful to have such wonderful friends in my life You all have inspired me throughout my time here. ~Much Love~

We need a mixture and a balance of things in our life to keep us flowing. For me I have my one American Senior Forum, and my one Spiritual Forum, of which I am contented with both. A sort of Yin and Yang.

Good point Vanilla, i have noticed when i was withdrawn from contact from others as i have during my life, i lack this balance that i need to be happy or become Inspired. We all need each other! We connect with people from all over, we attract to us the people we need in our lives, maybe it's destiny or fate. Everyone we come into contact with is there for a reason. They might need something from us a kind word, or maybe we need something from them it could just be one word "HI" or "Nice Day" but every person has a purpose.

Wanted to say i wont be on for a few days i have a endoscopy and colonoscopy which will be performed tomorrow afternoon (Thursday). They are giving me anestia, god i have no idea how to spell that

So i wish you all ~Much Love & Blessings~

I have had an endoscopi but not a colonoscopy. Mine was over within a few minutes, and I'm sure the other one is done as quickly. Wishing you all the best for tomorrow.

Ha ha, dont worry about the spelling, we know what you mean.

oooh SB.

Thats not nice

Would you like some healing?
I can send for you to collect when you need it.

I be thinking of you xxx

Thank you both for wishing me well and keeping me in your thoughts, i really appreciate the support. I am a little nervous about the procedure, but it helps to hear that you had the endoscopy Vanilla i feel a little more at ease knowing that it was quick for you. I would Love some Healing Energy Mia big help. Talk to you all in a few days, take care

Ouch!!!!

I have had an endoscopic examination, a down the throat one, not the other one.

I be thinking of you and healing will be there for you to call on xxxx

mia wrote:I have had an endoscopic examination, a down the throat one, not the other one.

I be thinking of you and healing will be there for you to call on xxxx

I have never had to have any of those things. Medical science has never violated me yet !

xxx

Its best not to be medically violated.
Sometimes necessary though xxx

Yes down the throat for me too. Hiatus Hernia and Helicobactor Pylori of the oesophagus, was what they found ten years ago.

Edited to add, of the oesophagus.

Mine was cos of chronic heartburn.
I went to docs when I realised I had a bottle of gaviscon in bedroom, kitchen and car.

They found I had a stomach ulcer and 50pc burns in oesaphagus and upper stomach.

I am now on Laparazole.

I suppose that one of these days I will get to the age where I will be joining you guys, but I am not looking forward to that.

Back in my early forties I started having panic attacks and ended up in the emergency room several times until they figured out what was happening. That all started when I decided that I was not going to be angry anymore so I had to go back to being angry for awhile. It took me about twenty years to get most of that solved. I am now starting to experience relatively long periods of time without being angry or panicked. xxx

Welcome back Spirit-Being. How did everything go?

Thanks Vanilla Everything went well, they said the colonoscopy was clear the endoscopy there was a little redness so they took a sample and will get the results back soon. The anestia knocked me out in seconds, i was surprised how fast it worked. I did not feel anything, although in the recovery room i did not want to wake up, i was in such a state of bliss and peace, that the nurse had to shake me to get me up. I saw this white haze, i felt suspended no worries, no emotions just peaceful, it was so comforting.

I felt acceptance, as if anything i had done here, good and bad, bad being the mistakes i have made, but i knew i was still Loved. When i awoke, i told the nurses and doctors they were Angels, and that they were also guided by Angels during the procedure. I did say to one of the nurses that i want to be unique and say something they would not normally hear. Whatever that meant, i was still groggy at that point. I'm feeling a little depressed today most likely it was the medicine they gave me during the procedure, just need to clear it out of my system with plenty of fluids. Going to rest for a while & I want to thank you Vanilla, Mia, Sunmystic and everyone i may have missed for all your posts, thoughts, prayers, & healings during this time. I love you my friends

You were lucky SB.
I had my throat frozen, wasnt a good job though.
I gagged and gagged, wet myself
It was horrible!

I so glad you are ok.
Methinks the depression is the anaesthetic.
Call for reiki, I sent enough for a couple of doses

Will do Mia thanks so much, i actually forgot about the storehouse of reiki energy you sent

Welcome back Spirit-Being. You are loved!